What a special Christmas Eve...

wow... why I would say that there was a special Christmas Eve...
hm... well...

First on the morning...
I was totally felt BORED!!!
TOTALLY BORED!!!
I thought I could hang out with my family...
coz... I can tell you that...
recently I was so so so busy...
busy with courseworks...
busy with performances...
BUSY BUSY BUSY~~~
I only could see my parents at midnight...
SO!!! I felt guilty...
that's why I choose to stay at home to accompany my family...
but end up...
I felt really really unhappy!!!
I cried...
because of my dad...
"CHILDISH"~
argh... I don't wanna talk about that... just fine...
I forgot it very fast...

On the afternoon...
I was really bored... really beh tahan...
so... I decided to hang out...
anywhere...
that time,
I remembered that there would be a Christmas Eve Party at my dearest friend, Joyce's church...
I was invited few days ago...
but I felt don't want to go...
well... at the end I make it...
Joyce must be prayed so hard so that I could attend it...
THX JOYCE, THX GOD...

I went Joyce'e church with my cousin sister, KharYee...
WOW!!!
surprisingly... I can't believe that I would celebrate the Christmas Eve with her...
haha... she either...
after the party...
we rocked up the whole KL...
well... haha... not the whole KL la...
we walked from TS... to SW... to Lot-10... to Pavilion...
kinda fun... there were so so many people...
SO SO HUNGRY d ME...
so we went eat eat 1st...
If I'm not mistaken... it called Coffee Club...
the foods and drinks there really nice...
I recommend you guys, if there's a chance...
go and try ^^
but kinda expensive la... haha...
after that...
wow... ADVENTURES COMING...
there were soooooo many people...
CROWDED!!!
so, there were sooooooooooo many "sprayer" with spray weapon!!!
everyone spray here spray there...
have or don't have the weapon also spray...
lenglui or lengzai also spray...
young people or old people also spray...
local people or foreign people also spray...
haha...
aiya... my cousin and I... LENGLUI MA!!!
sure kena spray~ hahaha... sudah biasa... haha
what a adventure~~~

At the end... at 11p.m...
We leaving from TS d...
come: she drive...
back: I drive...
car: her's...
anyway... I could drive other people's car...
quite fun... haha...
Then I chun chun reached home at 12a.m.
SO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
I was totally being blessed...
I thought there would be a sad Christmas eve...
but end up...
BLESSED CHRISTMAS EVE...
thank GOD~ ^^

最近

最近真的是忙死了~
但是过得很充实...
酸甜苦辣什么都有~
但是... 我就是很幸福~
朋友们! 真是写了~
以后再告诉大家最近的我 ^^

回不来的友谊

变了...

再也没有以前那种的感觉

再也没有以前那样的温暖

再也没有以前那么的要好

心也淡了

再说什么也没有用了

再说什么也改变不了了

我只好选择离开

离开你们的世界

不再渴望回不来的友谊

或许会比较好

忘了我吧~

Today was a happy day

hm... I can tell that today was quite happy...
because today... there's no any SAD-DY OPSTICLES around...

The 1st thing... really surprising me...
sopo Jayce and I... got a quite good result in our FOA coursework...
WOW~~~
well... I was SHOCKED!!!
but I didn't expressed my feeling... (coz I can't believe it)
I thought it will be a very low marks...
because we got exceeded the percentage of plagarism...
so... it surprised me...
sometimes I thought that our tutor doesn't like me...
so... maybe... you know...
maybe she will deduct our marks because of "my" unsatisfied personality (by the tutor)
well... guess what... she didn't...
on the other side...
she did motivated my heart to start study hard in this subject...
so... thanks ^^

2ndly...
TODAY IS RYAN'S BIRTHDAY!!! (I guess... haha)
well...
maybe you will think that why am I so happy,
with the reason of my friend's birthday...
but not mine...
hm... actually it's because...
I saw his face when we were singing the birthday song... to him...
I have never seen he so happy before...
the smile... it's like... he couldn't stop...
keep smiling happily... blessed...
althought he always bully me by his mouth...
but anyway... I'm happy because he is happy...
so... please lah Ryan... stop bully me by your mouth okay?
because I'm happy for you...
and thanks to you...
and BABE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

3rdly...
after I pratised the dance with my friends...
after I naik my car...
after my mom called me...
and she said she didn't cook for dinner...
and asked me to eat outside before going back home...
after I started my car and the car started to move...
hm... I was wondering...
I haven't buy those cloths that I should wear for the dance performance tomorrow...
I was wondering...
where should I have my dinner?
where should I buy those cloths?
hm... Connaugh Pasar Malam...
alone? no... let's ask sopo Jayce...
hey... do you mind to acc me go psr mlm? (sms her)
sry... I have something to do later... (she replied)
OH NO...
then the next person I was thinking is Alex...
my god... I DON'T WANT LO!!! he just made me angry -.-''
from the college entrance to my big sis---MaiKin's house...
It's not even 2 minutes by driving...
but I had thought a lot of things...
wow...
then... I thought about MaiKin...
It's about to the junction for me to turn right to her house...
luckily... I make it!!!
I went to her house...
hehe...
I'm so happy because my big sis, mei mei and Joey...
acc me to go Wangsa Walk to have dinner...
they acc me buy the cloths... ^^
everything was settle at the Wangsa Walk...
then... I'm invited to thier house to have thier "Tong Sui"...
IT'S NICE!!! thanks to Joey ^^
you made my tummy very very full... haha

hm... so happy today...
hopefully...
our performance for tomorrow will impress you guys...
hopefully...
you all can come to the SBS PROM NIGHT...
because I'll be there to have another performance...
so... see you guys...
and GOOD LUCK TO ME ^^
muackzz...

一刹那的心痛

今日, 我虽生小病

但我仍然很期待那时刻的到来

电话一响

拿起电话一听

他说了让我很不顺心的话

我很难过

有很多事情我都忍了

有很多事情我选择不说了

都听你的

都顺你的

但是...

偶尔

只是偶尔

认认真真看看我的心好吗?

了解小小的我

至少别再让我继续难过

至少别再让我继续忍痛

我会受不了

拜托你

够了

Look forward

I was wondering...
what actually I wanna do?
I mean... It's not now...
I mean my future...

I felt that I love to do so many things... in my future...
sing... as a singer...
dance... as a dancer...
act... as an actress...
design... as a designer...
then?! why am I studying this now?
this is not I really want to do...

There's a reason...
because of my family...
I love my family...
I have to do something I don't really like... for now...
so that I can do something that I love to do... for future...
people might think I'm pityful...
what I'm thinking is... NO, I'M NOT...
It's a challenge...
to get my life beautiful...
to get my family's life beautiful...

I always think back what my mom told me...
look forward...
look that my life is much more beautiful in future...

Just for now...
It's harsh...
only for now...
just take it...
I can see how beautiful my life would be in the future...

STUDY!!!

Haih... apa ku buat ni?!

I thought I can start study by this weekend...

but end up...

facebooking

blogging

shopping

eating

sleeping

but not studying -.-''

Anyone?

anyone can help me with this??

stop me to do something like that...

STUDY!!!

This up coming test...

IOM

didn't study at all...

hey friends... let's meet up and study together...

JOM~~

ANGELLA!!!

JOM GAMBATEH!!!