回不来的友谊

变了...

再也没有以前那种的感觉

再也没有以前那样的温暖

再也没有以前那么的要好

心也淡了

再说什么也没有用了

再说什么也改变不了了

我只好选择离开

离开你们的世界

不再渴望回不来的友谊

或许会比较好

忘了我吧~

Today was a happy day

hm... I can tell that today was quite happy...
because today... there's no any SAD-DY OPSTICLES around...

The 1st thing... really surprising me...
sopo Jayce and I... got a quite good result in our FOA coursework...
WOW~~~
well... I was SHOCKED!!!
but I didn't expressed my feeling... (coz I can't believe it)
I thought it will be a very low marks...
because we got exceeded the percentage of plagarism...
so... it surprised me...
sometimes I thought that our tutor doesn't like me...
so... maybe... you know...
maybe she will deduct our marks because of "my" unsatisfied personality (by the tutor)
well... guess what... she didn't...
on the other side...
she did motivated my heart to start study hard in this subject...
so... thanks ^^

2ndly...
TODAY IS RYAN'S BIRTHDAY!!! (I guess... haha)
well...
maybe you will think that why am I so happy,
with the reason of my friend's birthday...
but not mine...
hm... actually it's because...
I saw his face when we were singing the birthday song... to him...
I have never seen he so happy before...
the smile... it's like... he couldn't stop...
keep smiling happily... blessed...
althought he always bully me by his mouth...
but anyway... I'm happy because he is happy...
so... please lah Ryan... stop bully me by your mouth okay?
because I'm happy for you...
and thanks to you...
and BABE!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

3rdly...
after I pratised the dance with my friends...
after I naik my car...
after my mom called me...
and she said she didn't cook for dinner...
and asked me to eat outside before going back home...
after I started my car and the car started to move...
hm... I was wondering...
I haven't buy those cloths that I should wear for the dance performance tomorrow...
I was wondering...
where should I have my dinner?
where should I buy those cloths?
hm... Connaugh Pasar Malam...
alone? no... let's ask sopo Jayce...
hey... do you mind to acc me go psr mlm? (sms her)
sry... I have something to do later... (she replied)
OH NO...
then the next person I was thinking is Alex...
my god... I DON'T WANT LO!!! he just made me angry -.-''
from the college entrance to my big sis---MaiKin's house...
It's not even 2 minutes by driving...
but I had thought a lot of things...
wow...
then... I thought about MaiKin...
It's about to the junction for me to turn right to her house...
luckily... I make it!!!
I went to her house...
hehe...
I'm so happy because my big sis, mei mei and Joey...
acc me to go Wangsa Walk to have dinner...
they acc me buy the cloths... ^^
everything was settle at the Wangsa Walk...
then... I'm invited to thier house to have thier "Tong Sui"...
IT'S NICE!!! thanks to Joey ^^
you made my tummy very very full... haha

hm... so happy today...
hopefully...
our performance for tomorrow will impress you guys...
hopefully...
you all can come to the SBS PROM NIGHT...
because I'll be there to have another performance...
so... see you guys...
and GOOD LUCK TO ME ^^
muackzz...

一刹那的心痛

今日, 我虽生小病

但我仍然很期待那时刻的到来

电话一响

拿起电话一听

他说了让我很不顺心的话

我很难过

有很多事情我都忍了

有很多事情我选择不说了

都听你的

都顺你的

但是...

偶尔

只是偶尔

认认真真看看我的心好吗?

了解小小的我

至少别再让我继续难过

至少别再让我继续忍痛

我会受不了

拜托你

够了

Look forward

I was wondering...
what actually I wanna do?
I mean... It's not now...
I mean my future...

I felt that I love to do so many things... in my future...
sing... as a singer...
dance... as a dancer...
act... as an actress...
design... as a designer...
then?! why am I studying this now?
this is not I really want to do...

There's a reason...
because of my family...
I love my family...
I have to do something I don't really like... for now...
so that I can do something that I love to do... for future...
people might think I'm pityful...
what I'm thinking is... NO, I'M NOT...
It's a challenge...
to get my life beautiful...
to get my family's life beautiful...

I always think back what my mom told me...
look forward...
look that my life is much more beautiful in future...

Just for now...
It's harsh...
only for now...
just take it...
I can see how beautiful my life would be in the future...

STUDY!!!

Haih... apa ku buat ni?!

I thought I can start study by this weekend...

but end up...

facebooking

blogging

shopping

eating

sleeping

but not studying -.-''

Anyone?

anyone can help me with this??

stop me to do something like that...

STUDY!!!

This up coming test...

IOM

didn't study at all...

hey friends... let's meet up and study together...

JOM~~

ANGELLA!!!

JOM GAMBATEH!!!

疯狂半日游

今早比较晚起床了... 就11点...
想起昨晚听Alex大哥说今天会去听冰冰教书啊~ CC也会一起来...
我心里一时想去...一时也不想去...
过后给大哥逼一逼就去了...
准备好了以后... 我的好大哥就来载我啦~
嗯... 我们上课的地方是Feeling Cafe... 就在Wangsa Maju那儿...
没吃早餐的我就在那里吃午餐了... 饿扁...
吃完了过后就开始上课...
冰冰很好人的! 她给我们抽空时间来叫我们...
冰冰很厉害! 她一教了一下...
说真的... 很快就明白了...
但是还是要自己去努力练习...
当然... 在休息的时候那两个傻佬来费费下...
虽然很无聊... 但是可以算是蛮有趣的啦~

上完课了以后也才快4点... 本来我想说应该会直接回家吧~
本来应该得先载冰冰回家...
但是我们并不是朝向她的家...
后来问问大哥... 原来他要带我们去最近新开有名的服饰店---UNIQLO...
结果我们四个就一起去了...
哇!!! 开心叻... 可以去逛逛街了...
不过在路途中... 我一直被CC d Sissy欺负...
这个叫做"对我不薄"!!!
欺负我... 我欺负回你... (一直打他) 哈哈...

好不容易的... 我们找到了parking位...
然后就齐齐走到UNIQLO...
其实那就在Pavilion的对面... 从Pavilion大门走几步路就到了...
哇... 一到了那里... 真的是人山人海...
超多人还排队进去了...
不过还是不管啦... 大家还是排队进去...

其实我们也等不久... 差不多快20分钟... 四个聊聊天就过了...
一进到去... 人多到不知道还可以用什么来形容... 就只是人山人海...
不多想... 我们就开始血拼了!!!
我们分两组进行血拼...
两女... 两男...
感谢CC借我一些$$... 要不然我会不爽! CC最好了!
我跟冰冰逛啊逛... 都一直看不到可以买得下手的衣服... 太贵啦!
也不看了就去找了男生们...
原来其实他们也没有想买的...
除了CC... 他看中了一件外套...
但是因为他只想要黑色的(boh liao)... 所以就决定不买...
其实那一款的外套有很多很漂亮的颜色...
可是他又不喜欢太鲜艳的...
后来我们发现到其实可以翻起来穿...
我们全都疯了!!!
我跟冰冰一直叫那两个傻佬试穿...

试啊试...
终于! 他们决定买下像highlight pen般的"黄"灰和"青"褐外套...
帅呆了! 真的真的很好看!
我说啊~ 我跟冰冰的眼光可是不错的! 你们要相信我们...
我跟冰冰各自也终于选上一件衣服... 我跟冰冰的是一样的哦!!! 哈哈...
但是我比冰冰多一件~
变得说...
大哥跟CC...
我跟冰冰...
BOUGHT THE SAME CLOTHS!!!
太吊了! 帅!
但是自己没带相机~ 不然可以拍下我们帅气又美丽的样子~

在里面逛了差不多1到2小时... 时间也大概是6点多了...
我们好跑去Pavilion继续的逛... 爽...
不过... 已没买什么... 逛逛... 去去Etude House... Miss-T...
男生们就去Nokia... Samsung...
去看爽...

不久后... 就算是疯狂购物者也会肚子饿...
我们就决定到PUDU胃吃街吃东东...
你们真的不能想象我们到底吃了多少...
不像是四个人吃的分量... 恐怖!
怪自己没带相机! 不然可以拍到...
炒粿条3碟... 猪肠粉2碟... 芋头糕1碟... 两个超大炸鸡胸... 烤豆腐1碟... 一人一杯水...
一张普通小圆桌都满满... 夸张...
不过冰冰还是用了她的电话拍了下来... 感谢!
吃完了以后... 还特地走到另外一个地方喝糖水...
有点变态~ 不过真的很好吃... 哈哈... 饿饿都变饱饱了...

吃完了以后都已经是晚上快10点了...
本来还想到另外一个地方找其他朋友喝喝茶...
顺便当然就是要载冰冰回家...

但是大哥做了个很冲动的决定...
"我们上云顶咯!"... said大哥...
天啊! 我跟冰冰开心到...
然后又怪自己没带到相机!!! argh...
不然... -.-''

保佑保佑... 路途上... 弯来弯去... 终于就到了!!!
但是下起了小雨... 没关系!
快快又跑去逛街...
因为下雨的关系所以没办法在外面散步... 可惜可惜...
太冷了... 所以我跟冰冰借穿他们的外套... 哈哈... 感激不尽!
我们逛了一些店... 光明镇大玩玩店里的东西!
我也买了一个可爱的花夹...
他们都说很好看...
再次感谢冰冰... 帮我们拍了很多的照片...
在最后我们也拍了一些大头贴... 很可爱, 很好笑...
给我们留下很幸福快乐的时光... (其他人应该羡慕死了...)
CC很坏... 还说要post在网上气妹妹呢! 哈哈...

很开心... 觉得我们非常的疯狂!!!
看到大家都玩得很开心... 尤其是冰冰...
感觉到她跟我们在一起很快乐... 感到很欣慰...
虽然有小小下了雨... 但是那凉快的天气真的是让我们开心死了!!!
真的很久没去了...
真的是第一次跟朋友去云顶...
第一次... 献给了大哥, CC还有冰冰...
真的没想到...
谢谢你们... 让我有个那么幸福快乐...
当然少不了疯狂的半日游...
谢谢!

My Money

不知道为什么...

我突然想起我的Money叻...

Money啊~

你在哪里啊?

可以回到姐姐身边吗?

虽然有时候你很讨人厌...

每天对我的脚发情

又长得很丑

又喜欢咬我

又很多口水

但是姐姐很爱你的...

很想念你抓着我的脚发情的样子

很想念你那很丑的样子

很想念你咬我的样子

很想念你口水乱飞的样子

有机会再让姐姐看到你的话...

希望你还记得我...

给我一个大大的拥抱

记得

姐姐永远爱Money...

Sorry...

"Hard to get a good relationship even thou they said you are one of THE FAMILY. No one bother, just for short event or period. Is that consider as a good relationship? People with fake smile just saying 'Hi' when they accidently meet up without any sincerity. So unpredictable. Human."

By Someone.

All I have to say is... sorry... My friend. I know this apologies couldn't heal up your pain, the pain in your heart...it hurts! I will not do that again... not to you... not to everyone... I will remember that you always part of our family. Sincerely... sorry...

By Angella.

Everything was WOW~

Wow!!! today wake up in the morning... 7.00a.m.
DAMN EARLY!!!
BOH BIAN la... coz' our class start at 9a.m. -.-''
that's why I have to wake up really early... almost everyday -.-''

Today's class... 9a.m. to 4p.m.
NON-STOP!!!
1st FOA Tutorial (hate)...
2nd MACRO Tutorial (replacement coz tomorrow don't wanna come... so... hate)...
3rd FOA Lecture (HATE d MAX)...
& last ENG Tutorial (finally... LOVE)!!!
repeat... NON-STOP...
can you imagine that how pain is my ASS...
almost "开花"...

Very d sleepy at the 1st class...
2nd class still okay... coz I kinda like that tutor's warm smile... like my mom...
but then... I found something interesting during FOA lecture...
while lecturer blah blah blah..........















FOA lecture 4 (last page...)

WOW!!!
UNCLE SOO very popular liao...
but... WHO IS THAT AUNTIE SOO YA?!
married also didn't invite us to your wedding~
sob sob...
HAHA!!! what a surprise when FM and I found this...

Then the ENG Tutorial...
the reason I love it (only for today) coz today we doing presentation...
I no need present already coz I have done it...
haha...
quite fun... coz those topics that my friends presented are quite interesting...
except... haha... shhh...

Finally! ENG tutorial finished...
hm... feel like wanna eat something...
Jayce sopo and I went canteen 2 foyer bought something to eat...
the 1st one I called it as... Sandwich Canai...
the 2nd one as... Octopus ball ball...
while waiting the ball ball...
Jayce sopo finish her sandwich canai soon...
but I haven't started yet...
so I decided to eat in the my car coz I'm too hungry la!!!

Then...
I looked at her... she looked at me...
finally...
I decided to let her drive my car...
at the beginning... my heart was shaking coz it's really not easy to drive it...
WOW!!! what a surprise!
she drove very well... haha...
so I decided to let her fetch me next time... haha!!!
easy liao... haha...

SOPO!!! not bad har...
I TRUST U AH!!! blek~

siao siao D mi

hm... why I always force myself to wake up early?
ON 7.00a.m. -.-''
then... nth to do also...
I thought I have a lot of things to do...
but after I woke up...
I really have forgotten what should I do...
SIAO me... !!!
I always think of time management...
finish all those things I NEED to do...
but end up...
lalalalala...
It's nth -.-''
SIAO PO!!!
WAKE UP + FINISH THOSE WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO!!!

SING-K >>> DFI bUdDieS

刚跟我班的伙儿们一起去Sungai $$ 青盒sing-k...
真的很难得大家可以一起出来玩...
hm... 过的还不错...
但是刚被一个死佬气死... 他就是我们家大哥-Alex Yong...
大哥... 不要怪我把你promote出来...
因为你真是气我不少...
真是气死我了!!! 幼稚鬼!!!
真是的!
你们不要怪我小气!
还不是因为你们常常欺负我! 最讨厌的啦!
不见你欺负大姐,三妹,四妹还有妹妹!!!
就只是欺负我!
算了!!! 大人不记小人过... 放你一马!

今天我老公表现不错...
这一点就觉得心里舒服多... 还有Chan哥... 对我都很好!
大哥! 学样啦!

我老公很迁就我... 帮我拿东西... 很体贴...
虽然知道他不爱我...
但是在现实上... 我相信你是一个很不错的老公哦~ 应该是啦~
大哥! 学样啦!

今天看到sakai肚子不舒服...
sakai... 你要好好照顾自己...
以后如果知道自己肠胃不好就不要乱乱吃东西...
不然肚子会坏掉的哦~

爸爸妈妈... 原来你们的歌喉真的很不错哦...
听到爸爸的RAP... Love the way you lie...
我也是有一起合唱...
爸! RAP厉害哦!
也跟妈妈一起合唱了"一眼瞬间"...
妈妈你真有够高音!
佩服啊!
不像大哥这样乱乱唱... 吵到死!
大哥! 学样啦!

雪小姐啊~ 雪小姐...
今天看你似乎没唱几句...
不可以这样啊!
难得一起出来就要开开心心...
下次不可以这样咯! 哈哈...

CC哥... 有时我觉得你真的很无聊...
好像大哥这样... -.-''
好心咯~~~
什么平时对我不薄...
屁啦~
你还没证明给我看呢... 哈哈!

Ryan... 也是这样常欺负我...
真是心淡了...
可以对我好一点吗? 拜托啦~

我跟我的姐妹们在一起也非常快乐...
但是... 今天好像没什么一起说话...
所以啊... 大姐,妹妹... 原谅我哦~
看看大姐跟妹妹那么体谅我...
大哥! 学样啦!

哈哈... 不过大哥算对我很好...
偶尔会载我出去... 不用我自己驾车...
偶尔买东西给我吃...
偶尔陪陪我聊天...
算是不错啦...
在这里给你加分啦~
什么嘛.........................少欺负我, 会死是不是啊~
不过还是谢谢大哥啦! 哈哈...

虽然今天有点气人...
但是... 还是很开心...
希望再有机会可以跟伙儿们一起出去玩哦!

好啦! 说到这里...
再和大家碰面吧!